You said you wouldnt disappear but how could that have been true? I guess it's my fault for loving you. You can't control your mind how can you command your heart? I'll never have that love returned to me and it breaks my soul apart. I finally saw you and I've been worrying day after day and you looked at me with disdain and told me to go away.
I wash my hands but they won't come clean. Is this paint or the blood of friends that dared to trust me? I wish there was something about me that chased your demons away. I wish you could feel the hurt radiate off me and want to hold me in a loving embrace.
Doomed to this lonely existence but I guess that's just as well. I wish for his happiness before my own maybe he'll find it during his disappearing spell.
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Just my typical ramblings
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